March 26, 2001
Once more onto the threshold. The deal has been made. The show is in place. All I have to do is leap into the driver's seat. Today was a work session. I met with Debby and Steve for about 25 minutes and we went over all three scenes for tomorrow's Studio & Network Tests. It was a great session. I had a fun time with the material and the people. I think I have a decent shot at this tomorrow.
Tomorrow. Just another tomorrow that could change my life. It's almost too much for someone to bear. How do you keep attacking the tomorrows? Is this the one? You have to keep asking yourself that. You have to keep believing that. OK, I didn't get the last one (or last five) because this is the one for me. This is the one I have been waiting for. This is it. And then as much as you believe that with all of your heart and soul and energy, if it turns out that you don't get the part, then you have to immediately believe that this was not the one. On to the next one. On to another tomorrow. On to another version of the dream that keeps slipping out of your grasp. Tomorrow. Grab it tomorrow.
Go to Studio Test.