January 7, 1998
Sometimes you just suck.
And really there's not much you can do about it. I didn't sleep all that well. I have a bad cold. I've taken a bunch of medication to fight it. I didn't have enough time to memorize the lines. I couldn't get the golf club to stay up against the wall. I had expected a desk to be in front of me. Whatever the reasons, the results were not pleasant. The reading came off as unspecial, uninteresting, and just plain amateurish. Maybe I can attribute it to being out of practice because of the holidays. Or maybe I just need more time to prepare. Or maybe I still have some sort of mental block with commercials. But really when all is said and done, sometimes you just suck.